Mouthing Off

Fri, 16 Dec 2005 23:58:05 GMT

Brand new - soco amaretto lime
fuck man that song gets me every time. lol, :tear:

PERSON:lol hmm, so whats on your mind doha?
ME:uh nothing really
PERSON:oh thats nice
ME:not really,
PERSON:uh huh *random mumbles to self*
ME:yup, so i think im gunna go?
PERSON: no so soon?
ME: uh huh. c ya. :shuts door: wtf was that all about?

oh well beats me , peopl can be soo weird.
NEVER TAKE RIDES TO SI WIF RANDOM OLD CHINESEMEN.
im out.

Wed, 14 Dec 2005 22:46:03 GMT

i hate having lil girl crushes.
liek thos crushes were u juss have butterflies in ur tummi juss cuz u thought about the last time u spoken with them. no juss me , yea im a loser. oh well fuck it ,

lala, i wanna go to a show anyone no whens a good one ?

psychology project on corina is hard shes a basketcase. lol but i luv u .

i hate being bored. im gunna go practice on my guitar and maybe strum a magic chord that will transfrom me into tommy lees arms and we get married, have a kid named bluntor, a girl named Mary Jane and a dog named Cheech, and live happliy ever after :) . bye !!!

-this song was playing when i last saw u in that room alone ;)-

dont you weep- haha listen to bright eyes cuz its gangsta shit

Wed, 14 Dec 2005 01:35:09 GMT

"do you like to hurt?"
"i do , i do "
"then hurt me, then hurt me!"

-I wanna lover i dunt have to love, i wanna boy thats to drunk to give a Fuck-

tehhe this is for chris/topher.
chris took a piss,
and it sorta looked liek this,
and then a shit as big as my fist,
oh and then ur mama told me a dis,
about ur lisp
and about that bobo that u miss
i wanna french kiss ya
ur lips are trully bliss, ya
i cant resist yaa
ur mum can join 2 but itll be insist ya
ok ima stop cuz im soudning liek a list ya
but i cant dismiss ya,
you be like a homie cheese slice of swiss ya aint it funny how we can coexist
even 'tho yo name is chris
and wen we fght its liek i hit and u miss
cuz u anit no playa. u'se a wisp
but when u left things began to amiss
cuz my snake started to hiss
n i realized i need u chris
cuz u the shyt i cant resist,
like a matt to a gymanist
but comment my shyt any time, cuz i insist
cuz this luv i wan to consist
of u n me, and the army of spartacis
but if i leave u always have this to reminisce
and no that im here 4 u to cure ur ocean abyss.
ok im out PEACE ! uh !

Wed, 14 Dec 2005 00:28:53 GMT

lol yea my birthday was soo kool. tehe i love corn and saboner. rickys band "hopes for tradgey" played there good. Corinas mom got pissed cuz we rocked the house. uh ....the drummer from def leppards onli got one arm ! :smiles: yea lol no one lieks u monkey boy!

-please Emo guys everywhere, were pants made for males.
whoop whopp my b-day was awsome-

and i no you especailly had fun Corn ::wink wink::

fucking around with words.

Sat, 10 Dec 2005 20:46:38 GMT

And To all her friends and folks
You wont have to morn for her
Cuz this is what she wanted
couldn’t stand being so haunted
shes gone for good. But shell still be near
You wont see her cry anymore but you’ll feel her tears.
The girl in the mirror wasn’t who she wanted to see
Staring back at her so hopelessly
carefully pulling her hair up- looking like how she used to look
Sobering up from the drugs that no one new she took.
Wiping the make up and taking off the sexy clothes.
This is who she truly was, but no would know.
The pressure were too much to handle
All the lights closed and blown out candles
Sweet 16? It was more like bitersweet in the end.
Drowned with the diappoinment in ur eyes, leaving was a godsend.
All the friends she had would loose touch after time
Forget everything and move away were they’ll find a better life.
And all the boys that ever showed love towards her wont even utter her name
they’ll just think back to the wild nite when that girl made them came.
And for all those times her dad pushed her aside to deal with bigger things
He never had time to here out her dreams and listen to what makes her sing.
So this last miunte sanity and these afwul goodbyes
and with these dead moralitys, she gives off a sigh
"Is this what life is all about? If so
then I have no regrets about leting go."

Sat, 10 Dec 2005 20:00:36 GMT

i woke up yellin FUCK the WORLD....Mr shakur.

sweet 16 never seemed so bitter.

if only i wasnt who i am.

but as long as i paint the sky with stars to wish upon, maybe theres some hope. ( wow that sounds like a really bad emo line ) lol

lala. AH!!
- i wanna run onto a rooftop and scream at the top of my lungs.-

leave it to my dad to never let anything go. fucking asshole. bribray cant replace the things im missing out on.

imagine a family liek the one on full housee..haha get real.

Sun, 04 Dec 2005 20:38:40 GMT

the show at limestines was good.
i keep seeing Izzo everywhere. hmm. lol
umm well im bored im gunna go burn somthing. by!

P.s lalala, mmm somthing smells good. yay mommy made spegehttii!

Sat, 03 Dec 2005 23:21:10 GMT

shows in an hour or so , im bored,

nothing to do. i hafta have a talk wif a certain sumone on monday. blech thats gunna be akward. its gunna be liek on of those "ur acting gay so stop it" things.

eh oh well should be intersting.

aye sum ppl change right b4 ur eyes

Sat, 03 Dec 2005 01:55:44 GMT

study study study gotta passs
studdy

WTF? is wrg wif ppl u thought u new. liek for months u were cool and then all of a sudden they go hog wild and start ditching u to moloset lil bois. GROW up. get a fucking life. fucking chicks i swear.

no more girl freinds.

they FUCKING SUCK!
DONT be fake. if u wanna go hore urself to lil kids cuz thats the onli guys u can get go ahead juss dunt drag us into ur lil emotional insecurties.

bored , and i have tutoring in t-minus 40 minutes 35 sec

Thu, 01 Dec 2005 23:12:18 GMT

your mom sucks....(finish the sentence)

Rabbit from alice in wonderland reminds me of someone i noe...hmm?

Wed, 30 Nov 2005 02:46:55 GMT

tutoring has never been so hard.
lol, goddam me and my priorities.
oh well

sitting in a bathtub on 76st with a freind. intresting. i guess.

geez im a dork.

:sigh: randomnessess

Tue, 29 Nov 2005 23:56:21 GMT

things are deff werid latey.
i love our tree...i want to adopt it and make it mine forever. :) Corina and Sabina noe what im talking bout.
Brand New - Soco Amaretto Lime.....such a ad song. but yea damn nam...whoah i juss wrote man backwards. lol im an idiot. no really i am , i have math tutoring in t-miunus ten minutes, and it takes me 15 to get there. fuck.

<33333 Gobble forever! bitches!

blech

Mon, 28 Nov 2005 01:45:12 GMT

note to self:
garlic bread makes me vomit.

Fri, 25 Nov 2005 06:10:48 GMT

i think im a compulsive liar
i dont think people look at me the way i want them to.
i think life will take its chances and play with my strings.
i dont think things will ever be the way i want them to
i think people will always be as ignorant as they seem to be
i dont think things will ever change.
i think im starting to belive my own lies.
i dont think ill ever get better at playing the guitar
i think i will end up in a lonley fake place.
i dont think i'll ever find "him"
i think we will always find something to fight about.
i dont think ill talk to 95% of the people i talk to now , in the future
i think im becoming a bloodhound gang fan
i dont think i've ever really been in love.
i think i thought i have though.
i dont think life will ever get easy
i think we still hafta ride it untill the end to know if it was worth it.

but i guess with all this shyt people take in everyday- whether they know they are or not. don't know what to think anymore.

i didnt think this was going to be a long entry, lol, no seriously.

-pull the trigger and the nightmare stops-

arg all these umm ..emotions? yea sure that.

Thu, 24 Nov 2005 03:56:48 GMT

lalalalalalalalalala,
my tounge hurts.
lalalalalalalalalala
you suck
lalalalalalalalalala
im bored and ur wasting your time
lalalalalalalalala
reading this must mean u suck
lalalalalalalalalalala
dont bother trying ull never be as cool as
lalalala
me
lalalalalaaaaa
yup , im gunna stop and go get drunk off of mouthwash and high off of markers :) . yup im THAT cool,

-one year ago from today i woke up in a hospital.
fuck alcohol posining, and fuck older mexican type guys. ....HAPPY THANXGIVING :)

counting the days

Tue, 11 Oct 2005 03:51:49 GMT

If I remember to eat
at least twice
[and keep each meal in my system
until it's supposed to come out]
it's a healthy day.

If my hair smells like shampoo
and my clothes like detergent,
[instead of cigarette smoke, stale beer, and bitter sex sweat
from a week or a month or a life-time's worth of building]
it's a respectable day.

If I manage to put some makeup on
my face would atrifiacaliy glow a little
"you look so happy" they'd say
after i've wiped away the tears.
after all look out side
its such a buetiful day. i guess,

~JUSS TAKE HER AWAY FOREVER! She doesnt do anything here but ruin our lives. why didnt she go through with it that day? i noe cuz shes juss a atteniton slut. i fucking hate her. i hope a pack of wild gorllias juss chose to escape from the local zoo and beat the living craps outta her and live her there to bleed her life away.fucking jealsous, Gluttonous, pig.

~on a lighter note - i need a cell phone.
happy b-day deridra and kid sis :)

so how was ur night doha ?

Sat, 08 Oct 2005 05:01:14 GMT

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god im low.

Sat, 17 Sep 2005 05:23:46 GMT

How many special people change?
How many lives are living strange?
Where were you while we were getting high?
Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannonball
Where were you while we were getting high?
Someday you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova in the sky

AH F U CORN....DAM SONG

Thu, 15 Sep 2005 04:32:18 GMT

today was kool, hung out wif andrey, deridre , joe, and corn
i saw jamsie today. he no do so good. but hes still james and i luv him.
snuck out and hung out wif them a lil bit more than usual but im glad i did....derdra is awsome even if i cant spell her name for shyt.

today was nice.::smiles::

I got a letter today from a guy i new since i lived in BX , hes sweet, but not for me at all. lmao he called me Princess doha.

Enough Suicide Poems!

Wed, 14 Sep 2005 01:37:21 GMT

i sit alone in my room.
i have no friends
my parents dont get me
i feel cold.
i grab the razor by my bed and...

Shave my legs.

tehhe.....lighten up. lifes way to short.

Tue, 13 Sep 2005 05:32:38 GMT

why dont i ever let myself have wat i want?

today was intersting. some stuff went on. people's thoughts change when they are sober/not.

i wonder what those thoughts are.

dammit get out of my mind!

dam dreams playing wif my head

Mon, 12 Sep 2005 00:13:58 GMT

i had the most awsome dream last night. i was dreaming that i was hooking up wif TOmmy lee, and he asked me not to leave him, so i grabbed his face and told him that "it wasnt legal" so he strated crying. but gosh darn it i had to wake up to reality, to figure out i wasnt really hooking up with tommy. i need to stop watching VH1 b4 i go to bed.

Sun, 11 Sep 2005 08:13:45 GMT

dam i miss these two chicks i used to talk to ...now i juss see them in the halls, and we pass by liek all those crazi times we had ..all those"deep" talks never happend and were juss starngers wif no history. i dutn no wat happend but im pretty sure it was my fualt. i juss went cold turkey on them one day, i guess. w/e the universe will have its way in the end.....i have no idea wtf i ment by that. lol....well tata.
P.S i wonder wats been up wif them anyway. eh oh well.

Sun, 11 Sep 2005 04:30:44 GMT

hi everyone, its me doha
skool started yay! cant wait till i graduate.
and obviously very bored for starting one of these but i thought to my self ...why stop at a myspace?..why yes i am a loser ...but dont think i dont know wat you do when your alone in the house...shame on you,